1st. Name Brittney last name L.

I left Sway and headed home. The night was cool, music was dope and I got to see this girl that I like. I had a chance to hang with her the other night but I didnt really connect the way i would have liked to because well,i just didnt...

2 girls that I bumped into on the train last week had showed up to party and Im glad they did. I had my eye on one the 1st night we met and before she left to head home she gave me her phone number. Im going to call her Saturday and see if we can set up something. I want to hang with her :)

I left downtown once the party was over. After my train ride I took the bus and when I got off i took a short walk towards home. During my walk in the rain that started to come down when I left the party I began to think about Brittney.

Brittney and I went to middle school together. When we met I was in 8th grade - she was in 7th. I really liked her. I wanted her to be mine off of looks alone and once we got to talk and hang out I fell in Love. At least thats what i seem to feel for her at that point and time in my life.

Brittney was the girlfriend of a close friend of mines during my 8th grade year. I never talked to her how I wanted to because she was in a relationship. The guy she was with got upset with me over something that wasnt true. A rumor started going around involving her and me, he believed it and we stopped being friends. I didnt talk to him for the rest of the school year. Brittney and I didnt speak either.

The summer time came and A few weeks before school started again A Friend of mines at the time (Josh) told me about a party his sister was going to and asked me if i wanted to come. I said yea and got ready to go.

We get to the party and guess who I bump into - yea you guessed it, ya moms!
Nah im playing - Brittany was there and I remember thinking daaaaaaamn, she look stupid good right now

check it - Im am not a dancer. I do more today the I did wen I was younger and Im saying that to say the whole time I was there I played the wall. I did not hit the dance floor once but it was ok because Brittney was with me. She didnt seem to mind that I wasnt dancing. She danced on me, she talked to me and that made my night fun.

We talked until the party was over and before we went our separate ways we exchanged phone numbers. She asked me to give her a call when I got home - I made that phone call and from that point we talked all the time.

When the school year started she was pretty much my girlfriend with out the tittle. We would skip school and hang out in my room until school let out. We actually did this everyday. Thank god for school metro cards because these days 2.25 will get in the way of chill time and she was swiping every morning to come see me..

Those days - what we would do and how she would make me feel comes back around every now and then and as I sit back and let my self go so i can fully lose myself in the moment to enjoy the replay of those times I ask myself if i should reach out and try to see her. I know people change but I dont believe people can lose a piece of themselves over the years. I feel like a setting, a song, a conversation or a look into a persons eyes can bring out a side that hasnt seen daylight in a while.

I know i can bring out the side of her that I really miss and wish I could see I just dont know when or how thats going to happen. :-/

the sun is coming up now. maybe the universe will read this and take what I just said as a request. I wouldnt mind bumping into and old friend on my Way to the store or something - hell, technology works to - facebook msg would be dope to (wink)

Hopefully I cant feel that feeling again. It's been awhile since I felt something like.

Dear Justin

You ol sucker for L word ass n*gga
SHUT THE FUCK UP!

P.S Grow some bawls <--- Note to self, Haha